Although at the beginning
of the pandemic spending a few hours at home alone had been a refreshing
experience, after several months of being isolated I began to feel the need to
be with others. Unfortunately, at my age large numbers of others were reluctant
to leave their homes for fear of contagion. As a result, I began to feel that
life had become a sequence of days without meaning. The idea of not being
able to enjoy talks with my friends gradually became a thorn in my solitude.
Then one day I reacted. I remembered that in almost every difficult
circumstance I had to face I had always found a suitable solution; I said to
myself that there was no reason for this time to be different. Since the virus
was still alive and well, and solitude looked like a long road with no end in
sight, I decided that my only option was to organize my days in order to have very
little idle time. The morning hours were easy to organize as I usually walk
Max, the dog, and then I write until lunch. The puzzle turned out to be the
afternoon when reading a book doesn't last more than two hours and the rest is
free time. Since I only watch movies at night, TV was not an option. Although
it’s true that I live on the beach, because of my strict upbringing I only
enjoy it on weekends; or perhaps I still haven't adjusted to being retired. Finally,
one Tuesday afternoon, fed up with the political news and the threats of the
coronavirus, I decided to go to the beach with a book. I opened the umbrella
and, after placing the beach chair in the shade, I set out to enjoy the
afternoon. Suddenly something caught my eye, and I saw a woman with dark glasses
and a mask walk towards me as she greeted someone by waving her arms. I turned
around to see to whom she was saying hello to so effusively, but I saw no one.
It was when I looked at her again that I realized that the woman was none other
than my friend S. Needless to say, after years of not seeing her, running into
her on the beach filled my heart with joy. I don't remember why we had stopped
seeing each other; what I can say is that such an encounter convinced me once
again that life always has an ace up its sleeve. After greeting each other, S
sat under the umbrella and began telling me about her life in all those years
in which we had been apart. Then it was my turn to talk about my life, and as I
did, a warm feeling of joy gradually pervaded my soul. Hours went by quickly
that afternoon on the beach; and as they did, the feeling of emptiness that had
tormented me earlier dissipated. After S left once again I thanked life for
giving me a hand.
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